There comes a point in undeath when change is necessary. Sometimes it is good change, other times it is bad. In my case, change is good. I’ve lived under a veil for a very long time. Today, that veil comes off and I see the world anew; amidst with endless possibilities. I close the door on my past and only look to the future. I have all the time in the world and I choose to experience everything this undeath has to offer. With no regrets of the past or the future.
Fondly,
Kayden de Lumiere
I wish to personally thank everyone that attended my birthday. Even though, I was thoroughly surprised that I was thrown a party; I still thank everyone from the bottom of my undead heart.
I received all of your gifts and I thank you to those that got me something. It was not necessary; just being there was a gift to me. *smiles*
Today is Father’s Day and I wanted to do something special for you both; something that gifts nor money could buy. *smiles*
I know that I have not been in this family long, but I am thankful to have been brought in to it; more than anyone can realize. When I was at my lowest, everyone was there to support me and to love me when they did not have to. For that I am truly thankful.
Dad, you and Mom are amazing. That is the only word that I can use to describe it. When I came to you with my my suitcases and nothing more, you welcomed me into your home with open arms. You helped take away the pain that I was hiding and gave me a place that I could begin to heal. When I have needed anything, all I have had to do was ask and it was there. I cannot thank you both enough for that. *smiles* I look forward to the many days ahead of us as a family and I cannot wait for that.
Papa, you and Mum… well I know who I take after the most. *grins* On a serious note, words cannot place what I wish to say at this moment. Like Dad, you have always been there when I needed you. When you and Kalen went to retrieve Dante for me, while I was away in Europe, I was surprised. I was thankfully surprised, as I knew that you did not have to go yourself. You call me your drop of blood, but it was not until recently that I knew exactly what you meant by that. *smiles*
Before I close this, I wish to say something to you both, the same but in native languages.
Papa - Pour mon papa, je vous remercie pour tout. Je t’aime
Dad - Per il mio papà, la ringrazio per tutto. Io ti amo.
Your loving daughter,
Kayden
A Father Means so many things…
An understanding heart,
A source of strength and support
Right from the very start.
A constant readiness to help
In a kind and thoughtful way.
With encouragement and forgiveness
No matter what comes your way.
A special generosity and always affection, too
A Father means so many things
When he’s a man like you…
~Unknown Author
I kinda thought that I’d be better off by myself
I’ve never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don’t know what I left you for
See I thought that I could replace you
He can’t love me the way you do
‘Till now I never knew
Baby
[Chorus:]
I’m spoiled
By your love boy
No matter how I try to change my mind
What’s the point it’s just a waste of time
I’m spoiled by your touch boy
The love you give is just too hard to find
Don’t want to live without you in my life
I’m spoiled
I tried to tell myself that I’d be over you in a week or two
But baby that was ’bout a year ago
I’ve never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can’t let go, oh no
[Chorus]
Spoil me
And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there’s room for someone else in my heart
There ain’t no way I’m getting over you
I don’t know what I’ve been trying to prove
I’m hopeless, helpless when it comes to you
[Chorus]
I’ve been spoiled yeah yeah
Welcome. This is where you will find the published stories of Kayden Bellerose. Enjoy your reading to learn more about me and the trappings of my mind.
